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  1. TerminX
    01-27-2008 04:17 AM
    TerminX
    Thanks. I was a pretty big mess for a while... there was a point, though, where sitting around and crying about everything that happened and everything that could have been was REALLY doing more harm than good. I just had to accept the fact that things happen the way they happen, and I had to accept that if it was ever really meant to be then someday it will be again.

    I was having pretty dark thoughts for the first couple of weeks but I finally had to ask why I was tearing myself up inside over something I never had any control over. I don't know what initially prompted me to think this, but at some point I suppose I realized that the loss of the greatest happiness I ever knew didn't necessarily have to cause an equally great sadness. It still sucks sometimes (okay, most of the time...) but I'll be damned if I'm going to let it stop me from smiling any more.

    Btw, here are some pics of what I did to my poor car:

    http://a382.ac-images.myspacecdn.com...8b00dd2aad.jpg
    http://a740.ac-images.myspacecdn.com...1faa8923bb.jpg
    http://a329.ac-images.myspacecdn.com...1b9bb85350.jpg
    http://a511.ac-images.myspacecdn.com...0ffbe094b6.jpg
    http://a506.ac-images.myspacecdn.com...2a49f9eac1.jpg
  2. Steve
    01-27-2008 03:30 AM
    Steve
    Damn, I don't think I could handle something that. Really. :o How you get on with things is remarkable in my eyes and I just couldn't :o
  3. TerminX
    01-27-2008 03:25 AM
    TerminX
    Heh, there's not really much TO say... as much as it seems like the end of the world sometimes, I know it isn't, so I've just gotta keep moving forward and make the best of what often feels like the worst situation I've ever been in. Hell, maybe it IS the worst situation I've ever been in, but it's not like I have a time machine or any kind of magic powers with which to do anything about it. :p
  4. Steve
    01-27-2008 03:07 AM
    Steve
    Yes, I did read about that in another thread and to be honest I really didn't know what to say. My condolences to you, old forum member :(
  5. TerminX
    01-27-2008 03:01 AM
    TerminX
    I'm okay. Still dealing with a bunch of stressful stuff in my life... been about a month and a half since my fiance drove off a cliff and left me, and a little over a month since I drove way the f*ck too fast while upset and ended up totaling my BMW. I'm hanging in there, though. I guess. Sorta. It's been pretty difficult figuring myself out over the past few weeks... for a while, that girl and my car were two of the most important things in my life, so I've admittedly had a lot of trouble with them both being gone forever.

    Probably a bit more of an answer than what's expected in reply to "how the hell are you," but I'm feeling pretty open about my life these days.

    I'll live. :)
  6. Steve
    01-27-2008 02:31 AM
    Steve
    Mr. TerminX, how the hell are you? :)
  7. The Commander
    01-26-2008 11:13 PM
    The Commander
    QFT Kalki, Lol.
  8. Kalki
    01-26-2008 07:31 AM
    Kalki
    Behold the keen eyes that haunt every forum troll's waking nightmares! :)
  9. Hellbound
    01-26-2008 05:47 AM
    Hellbound
    My god! You've shown your face! OMG!! TRAUMAAA!!! :insomnia:

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